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It seems complicated. However it is not! just by simple practicing it will be improved. this promotion is really sensible. It needs more motivation and that’s it!! Just by copying some email, it will enable you to learn how to write!!

HARD TO LIVE OUTSIDE

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I had been invited to Joy’s leaving party. Joy is the most kind person in out department in leeds. Although I should have paid 20 pounds for that party I hah found it obligatory to show my deep respect to her. Mehdi told me that due to the money he could not manage to come then I asked Mehrdad to company myself and head to the restaurant. We arrived late and were forced to seat separately behind to different table! I had been surrounded with Rike ( my brother supervisor, the technician ( I don’t know his name!), Vichenzo ( Italian student) and finally Richard who runs the SEM. We spoke about plenty of subject such as wicked Berlusconi! , World Cup, weather in UK etc….. The point that has leaded me to write this story is one of Richard’s Reaction which was against Arab people!. He told me whether Iranian are Arab or not. I explained him that although our alphabet are same, our language is totally different , except some Arabic word which have been imported to Farsi. He laughed and said “Sorry, I had taken you as arabs”. It was definitely obvious that he hates arabs and may be the other moslems! ( while I was there it was not possible for him to say some things against moslems!!!). I pretended that I could not get his point and asked him” why do you say sorry”, alittle bit serious!. He waited and I think he could not say that I don’t like them, and added that just because I have made a mistakle about your nationality!

I have told all these to highlight the difficulty of being in a foring nation! As I mentioned this story to some of my friends, they condemned I ranian as well as racist!, but to be honest although these people whose I am living among them are not apparently racist, they don’t like foreigners, which is absolutely their right because undoubtedly here is their land not ours!!!

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Last night I had the really nice conversation with my Friends who study in US near 4 years. I usually regret to come UK to study. It is really hard and tricky here to keep yourself in the study mood, because supervisors don’t care any more about your problems and even about the quality of your project. Consequently it is your duty to conserve your time in a such way that lead you to high quality in your field. However it seems that it is a little bit late now for me to understand this issue. Lets see what is it’s effect!!

God in West

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It was so amazing for me while I was hearing that the majority of the scientist and ordinary people in west don’t believe in God! There was always complex in my mind about the reason of denying spirit power beyond the material word. Eventually I presumably found the answer which comes up from the different way of approaching to religion. In Islam science is subtitle of religion and we believe that the world has been created in a way based on science. However western believe that there is a huge mismatch between material world and spiritual subjects. Superstition is the big part of religion in the west and there is no way for intelligent person to accept, therefore it causes removing God from their life. I will concern more about this subject later on , ensha allah.

again practice

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It is a long time that I want to start to think about the most priorities things which I should pay attention to them, but these days my mind is so busy which means I can not concentrate on different subjects. Although some times I can find free time, I can not focus to think, MY MIND IS STRACTED!!, Then at this time the best opportunity is trying to write some English post that leads me to feel more useful in the terms of writing! The aim is writing and expresses feelings!! Using overused words or idea can have really inappropriate impression on each essay which I am quite pioneer in that. I should follow the line of fashionable writing’s skills. This objective only can be achieved by more exercises on reading new and modern materials!, Which can easily find in many interesting websites such as BBC etc

no fear

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I am realy delighted today to say that for the first time I have had short presentation in front of quiet large number of students which leads me to have much better confidence about my speaking. although I am sure that I have still so many problems in speaking it was realy such a good experienc. Now I have more motivation to work on my english!!! after near two year!!!

how we should take the life

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. Finally my journy to Iran has finished and I am already in Leeds this kind of going and returning , recognises me non stability of this world. which some times you feel that you have got all things as a owner of the world and at the other times you could be so upset due to the some problems that you have been tackled to them! it is dead easy!!! we should learn how to live, then we enjoy it otherwise going up and down or flactuation of feeling become part of our lives. however it is not possible to eliminate different feeling we are faced many opposed events in our lives and as a human being they have got so many influence on us. I have learnt some new words such as debate and differentiate. as my word"s spelling cheker has been demolished!! this post probably are full of mistake! please dont blame me.

Movies, Here

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These days, when I get home I have got more time then I can focus on the TV’s programs. Since I have been here, I have found directors’ way of approaching to the different subjects, interesting. However some of the movies unable to meet the acceptable standards, which is common. In comparison with our director, In this country they don’t have any restriction at all. They can go through whatever and wherever they needs and dig deeply in each subject which they think could be important. I am not sure but may be in some countries they have some barriers such as denying holocaust or disrespecting other religious believes, but there is no any hesitation to challenge the politicians even they already rule the country. I hope that in the next post, write about the morality in their scenarios.

staying or leaving!

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Before arriving here, some of my friends were asking me that do you want to come back or you will stay there. I had told them, defenetly I will come back not only for the sake of my parents but also for my country. After near one and half year, some times I ask myself that if I had had not any priority such as my parents and my iranian inocent and poor children, what would I have done? could I remain here or I had prefer to go? At first I should say that without any doubt it is so clear that the life style here is much better versus my country and even you are from some where else still you have been respected either religiously or humanity ( I dont no the adverb for humanity!!!). the answer to this question has taken near one year. however I am not still sure that I wont change my mind in the future.

My answer is Big YES. I mean even in that situation that I have imagined I would have return to my home country. I have some reasons for my decision and in this post I want to explain one of them. Here many kind people can be seen among the twon whome much more polite in the average in comparision with my home twon's people. In contrast which I have mentioned some rude behavior can be seen eithre which have been caused with your Identity as a immigrant. It means that If you had not been from other country you would not have faced with these treatments. consequently you live always on doubt wheter this person that you want to communicate is from kind part or racist one. this really influence your emotions and could have impressive effects on your life. I can see many refrigees in unstable psychological situation which I believe that has been caused with the way that they communicate with others.

To sum up I wish evey person could have found proper situation in his country to not force to leave it.

my first serious post

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Today I have wasted the majority of time on my weblog! Now I fill guilty. Consequently I have decided to spend at least 1 hour to night on my writing! Eventually! I have learnt two new words! Which are compromise and screw up. The latter means spoil or destroy and former one means reducing the pre identified aims due to achieving the agreements for instance during a negotiation time. Another new word is “discrimination” which means totally different treatment with two persons who are in a same conditions and situations! Which racist people normally tend to do it!
After some training section!! I would like to clarify briefly around the subject of media specially TV’s programs such as films, documentary and etc.It is really obvious, nobody has any source of restriction or prohibited areas to enter and detect in western ountries! Which has both sides, in one side it is nice to see many interesting subjects even in religious matters. However in the other side some taboo issues like as sex and inconvenience subjects are exposed of even teenagers who are inside the very sensitive and critical period. Consequently the petrified side effect of this system is clear in the society. However in this system no hypocrisy is found which is entirely against my country! I am aware of the disadvantagouse of this system but I prefer it in comparison with my countries conditions!

My plan

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Time is going so fast in which way that it is really suffering you! Without compact and identified programmes which are plans that learn you how to deal with problems, your life is included more waisting events. The main important issue is thinking accurately to recognise what are your mistakes and where are they come from?! I myself have got many problems in this area, due to the fact that I prefer to work hard rather than even a few minutes thinking! Consequently, progress in my filed is really negligible in comparison with times that I have spent on my work. All these things suppose to be my driving force to give me more motivation to concentrate more and keep trying hard and change my conditions to achieve the better one! I am not disappointed!!