۱۳۸۸ مهر ۲۸, سه‌شنبه

I am Aangry!!!!!and hongry as well

ING
It is more than fourteen month which I hav earrived here! but still problem in speaking!! which is so ashamfuli! these days I am really dissapointed, but i can not do some thing else and I am imposed to suffer which is not desired. I should find some substituted porpuse!!1 I want to cry I want to shout I hate this situatuion, nobody care about my conditions! I should waste my father's money in this way, hey Andy if you can not help me please do not put new barrier during my progress I am really upsetI dont want to be your student more please release me
Oh my God please show me a way to pass and over come these problems!

۱۳۸۸ مهر ۱۳, دوشنبه

My heart pain!!

ING
Finally I could convince myself it is better to incourage rather than naging all time!! therefore I have started to tackle with the problems and stoped to critisize myself!!I do not want to justify the project's problems but it seems that it is normal to stop during the project period and rather than dissapointing it is much better to find an appropriate solution which is embeded behind the hard trying.
it is tru that I want to finish it as soon as possible but stil I am in first of my second year and I have got plenty of time. I should not forget that I need accurate and strong programme to overcome my problems but I must not be dissapointed!! I do not know how should I persuade myselfe about living far away from my parents, it is really hard for me I really ask God to give me enough time to compensate some part of my parents trying which they have done for me to have convinient life!. my major problem these days is I want to finish this sitiuation as soon as possible. I hope so.

۱۳۸۸ مهر ۱۰, جمعه

my second year

ING
today is the second day of my second year!!!time gose so fast and I dont want to realize this fact! still I have problem with my supervisor. although he is a every nice and helpful person, he does not care some of my prorities such as finishing my paper, nt first year report .....! I am really confused!! how should I deal with him??!!I dont want to nag but it seems that I should take it as a serious issue for my new academic year! my project has launched it's toughf side rather than it's easier one of first year!! I should not be dissapointed but I must have an organized plan to over come problems
it seems that it is enough for this post!! I should spend more time forthese post due to the fact that all these posts are for improving writing!!!not for saying stories!!!then dedicate spesific time for each post.
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